CHILDHOOD
October 28th
Proverbs 3: 5-6 • Curiosity
A Beautiful Struggle
- There’s so many things I wish I was that I’m not. There’s also nothing that’s holding me back from achieving those things
- I have no idea how to even begin to organize the mess within my brain right now.
- Pain is necessary. Pain is necessary.
- I hate that I always feel like someone out there is judging me.
- Who the fuck am I kidding? I miss you.
- I got into San Jose State. Lately because I’ve been feeling down I look at all the cool things I can and will be doing at SJSU.
- I’m not trying to show off and publicize my popularity or whatever but I feel like I have so many friends sometimes that I never truly can be 110% really real with myself.
- I hate that I even have to warn the world wide web that I’m not trying to show off….after all it is my Tumblr.
- One thing is for certain at this moment in time: I know I am my complete and total self when I’m in my sparring gear and on the mat. There is no other feeling than to be in those 2/3 minutes of adrenalin.
- Karate is where I belong. Period.
- Let’s just hope my parents can get that through their heads.
FCJC Youth: FOR 2013.
My prayer for you all is that you never forget your true self. That you never forget where you came from. You came from God. You came from His Love and His creation. You are made in God’s image and I pray you show His image to everyone you meet and radiate His love and mercy to everyone.
As you…
(via nealsen)
12 facts of 2012
- I am now a Business Marketing major aspiring to minor in advertising. What I deeply desire to do with this degree is beyond me. I feel that as I begin to study and discover this new world of knowledge I’ll begin to decide what truly makes my soul satisfied.
- I learned how to knit. Knitting lead to crocheting. Crocheting lead to drawing. Drawing lead to painting. Painting lead me to finally realize I’ve got a real knack for art. I really want to improve though perhaps this is what 2013 will become of me.
- I’ve realized that I’m way too young to be in a relationship and that I probably don’t have enough time between school, family, friends, and work to harvest a healthy relationship.
- I mended a friendship with someone very very dear to me.
- I still don’t really know how I feel about a death of a relative.
- I never thought to go to DVC, ever…but I do. Lol. Community college has honestly given me more knowledge about the world than Dominican ever did.
- I hated my best friend for a little bit. Lol.
- I lost weight. Again. Surprise.
- If you don’t know about me and my 3 best friends. You don’t know me well enough.
- I’ve really lost myself in things of this world and my faith has taken a step back. I still pray and go to church but I know my heart and mind isn’t in it.
- I met someone through Instagram and became pretty good friends with them. LOL
- I aspire to attend San Jose State next Fall.
